Never ending Battle

Originally wrote: September 9th 2010

 

I search in circles for a remedy

To fight the poision that is killing me

I'm falling head over feet

Is anybody listening?

 

I'm calling out for resolution

I receive a circle, a mean cycle

So tell me, what is our ending?

Will it be beautiful?

 

Why do I let myself go

unraveling in fury

Crying out for a simple solution

Will I be destroyed by all my doubt

 

Loud and Clear

Take my fear

and show me how to see

the love that brings serenity

 

Sometimes it's hard to just keep going

but faith is moving without knowing

can I trust what I can't see

To reach my destiny.

The one I miss

I wrote this April 21st 2011, in memory of my Grandma. It was originally posted as a note on my Facebook. I just realized it wasn't on my blog and definitely needs to be!

My heart is always laced

With memories of us two

The biggest challenge I'm faced

is always missing you.

 

Days grow easier

as they pass by and by.

Memories grow stronger

as I grieve for you longer.

 

I tell you goodnight

at the site of moonlight.

Even in my dreams too

I will always miss you.

 

I am grateful for

A much happier place

but I can not ignore

always missing your face.

 

I can not ask why

you've been taken from me

but I would fly so high

to bring you back to my reality.

 

The first year is gone

but my sadness lingers on

I long for a hug and kiss

from the one I miss.

 

In loving memory of Patricia (Grandma) Zalewski - April 24th, 2010